I’m in the middle of getting my Personal Fitness Trainer Certificate. I'm learning a lot of science behind how to design the best workouts for optimal health, and continuing to learn about nutrition, which I already know quite a bit about, from over 20 years of independent research. Now, I measure everything, measure my reps, my speed, my weight, etc. I found that when I work out on my own I end up doing very long complicated workouts. Like last night, I did a 2 hr workout; I ran 3 miles, did about 10 100 meter sprints, trying to beat my fastest time (fastest since I started measuring it a few months ago), then I did a bunch of calisthenics and boxing tabatas. Today, I plan to work all day, and then do another probably 2 hr workout this evening. Thats what weekends are for, to catch up on workout time! I work such long hours during the week, that I don’t have as much time to work out as I’d like. It does seem to me like I work always.
I was raised in a post communist country, and I was told as a child, ‘The enemy never sleeps. Be prepared always.’ The enemy being, the capitalists. Communism is a satanic ideology, not a true path to enlightenment, but there is some truth to the idea that ‘the enemy’ never sleeps. What I was not told, is that the true battle is ongoing within the mind and heart of each individual. And the true enemy is our own dark nature, it’s our vices, our own blocks to excellence, our own laziness, procrastination, poor habits, poor belief systems, that trap us in low states of consciousness.
The true battle is won within, and only then can be won without. Just like in the movie the Matrix, if you die in the matrix, you die in reality too, because your mind makes it real. But if you gain knowledge and experience in the matrix, you gain knowledge and experience in reality too.
To win the internal battle means to transform your own dark nature (‘the enemy’) into light. For some people fitness is just about having more muscle, better abs, less fat. That’s fine. For me, fitness is first of all about spiritual clarity and spiritual strength. And the battle is really about you transforming your weakness into your strength, your fears into courage, your shadow into wisdom, your dark emotions into self knowledge. That requires you going into very dark places of your soul and defining yourself there, where no one can tell you what is right and what is wrong. You have to express that from the core of your true being, who always knows what is right and and what is wrong. That’s called character, real character. It comes from the divinity inside yourself. It’s not what Hollywood portrays it to be, with make up and costumes and unnecessary drama. All that is lies. Literally, actors are paid liars. Stop watching TV, and start paying attention to your own soul.
‘Winning the inner battle’ doesn’t happen in one epic massive workout, or one epic revelation about your life purpose. It happens by doing a little bit of good every day. Small steps in the right direction made consistently over a long period of time, is what creates deep lasting transformation.
Just like there are no real get rich quick schemes, there are no real get enlightened quick methods. You have to do the inner and outer work consistently for years, grind every day, search your soul for truth every day, read and study sacred texts, meditate, pray, release the dead weight, turn that lead into gold (dark emotions into wisdom), by cooking it slowly in the fire of your heart, every hour of every day, day by day, year by year, for the rest of your life. This is a process you do while doing everything in your life, not just fitness. Have you heard the saying, ‘How you do anything, is how you do everything.’ A Spirit Warrior is doing spiritual battle in everything they do at every moment of the day. Whether they want it or not, like it or not. If that is your calling, that is what you are doing. Some of you know that is your calling, some of you don’t. If you don’t know you are in a battle, you can’t win.
In Traditional Chinese Medicine, it’s understood that it’s the slow simmer of roots and herbs over a long period of time that releases the greatest amount of nutrition and medicine from those plants.
Therefore, patiently chiseling your character against life’s endless barrage of challenges, is what will produce permanent enlightening results, and true inner strength.
Some people devote one day of the week, like Saturday or Sunday, to God and rest on that day. I respect that. But I devote every moment of my day to God/ the Great Spirit. My monastery is in the sacred space of my heart, and my service to God in my heart temple is a 24-7-365 process. I’ll rest when I die.
I mean that somewhat facetiously, because rest is actually very important, to prevent burnout and injuries. What people actually need is ‘active rest.’ Active rest is what produces total relaxation of the mind and body, like meditation. What most people consider rest (like watching TV), is just another form of stress on the mind. But that’s a topic for another blog.
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Spirit Warriors don’t have friends. We either have allies or enemies. Children have friends. Friends have fun together. Children, Friends and fun are wonderful things. Don’t get me wrong. But a Warrior cannot base the foundation of their life on fun. The foundation of a Spirit Warrior’s life is their own personal Mastery. It has also been called the pursuit of excellence and virtues. That includes constant growth, cultivation of your craft, through hard work, constant practice, skill development, clearing of all negative attachments to attain real clarity of vision and personal freedom, pursuit of knowledge, and service to others in need. So if other people in your life are not pursuing excellence, not cultivating their own self mastery, not growing their skill set consistently and vigorously, are not doing inner work on themselves, don’t have strong faith in the Great Spirit/God/Source, not aware of the forces at play in the Spiritual War, not paying attention to the social tides and currents, not pursing knowledge and truth with devotion, then they cannot be allies to you. Even if they are ‘friends.’ By the way, I happen to find the practices that lead to mastery fun, but its an outcome of my enjoying the work that I do, not fun for its own sake.
In a time of crisis, when dudu hits the fan, all the fun loving friends, who were glad to share in bread and circus with you in merry times, run away. This is how you know true friends from fakes. in troubled times, the fakes run away. In times of scarcity, struggle, uncertainty, and conflict, people like that easily steal from you, back stab you, lie, cheat and steal, sell out themselves, and sell you out, to take care of their own interests, which usually equate to their immediate material needs. Friends easily become strangers and enemies in challenging times. It means these friendships were not deep enough, not honest enough, not rooted in a mature Spirit and pursuit of excellence.
Common interests in peace time are very different than common interests during war time. Although we are in a literal visible war now, actually several wars on multiple planes, a Spirit Warrior is always aware of the Spiritual War ongoing in the unseen dimensions of our reality, and how they affect the psychological warfare, social engineering, and literal military wars in the world, even if that is not visible to many others.
The bottom line is, Self Mastery above all things is the goal of a Spirit Warrior. Surround yourself only with people who are at least as devoted to that aim as you are. If not, your life will be like a boat with a hole in it. The people who are intellectually and physically lazy, unmotivated, complainers, jealous, gossipy, who carry endless grudges and victim mentality and think the world owes them everything because of the suffering they’ve endured, people who steal your energy with their constant problems that they should solve themselves, but instead project on you - all these people will sink your ship, even if you are doing all the inner work you’re supposed to be doing perfectly.
It should be obvious to you that these people are not your allies. And it stands to reason, that if they are not allies, then they are enemies. Things get very black and white, when you are faced with a hard and cold thing called reality. Somewhat humorously I call the practice of clearing your life of non-allies and any form of baggage, the Tao of Big Stick. There are people who won’t let go of all the grudges, negative thinking patters, endless emotional wounding and baggage that they’ve accumulated over lifetimes, and that their families have accumulated over lifetimes. If you give them even a small chance, they’ll project all of their garbage on you, and tell you that you are the cause of all of the problems in their life, real or imagined, or that its your responsibility to fix them. The idea behind the Tao of Big Stick is that you have to use a big stick to resolutely push out all of them out of your life, and push out all of their garbage, and all of your own garbage as well, of course. If you want to have total health in your life, you have to have total cleanliness from all such hooks and hangers on.
If these are your family members, you need an even bigger stick, because the bonds to these people will be stronger due to the nature of family bonding. Naturally positive family bonding is a very good thing. But the dark forces take advantage of these ties being so strong, and when allowed, and given doorways to do so, inject themselves into family bonds in massive quantities. You have to be extremely resilient to let go of all the family garbage your family may want to pass on to you. They may cherish that garbage a lot. And they may guilt trip you, and call you a horrible person, if you do not want to keep carrying it, onto future generations. But if you are a true Spirit Warrior, devoted to self mastery, you have to let go of ALL inner and outer garbage.
There are many forms of garbage that are toxic even in very small amounts. If you want to succeed in life, have 0 tolerance for these in your life. It doesn’t mean you’ll be perfect right away as soon as you decide to ‘take out the trash.’ It means that you must devote yourself resolutely to clear these things out as soon as you find them in any area of your inner or outer life. True masters have zero margin for this sort of garbage, and have zero tolerance for bull shit artists who paint any of these things in a positive light. If anyone paints these things in a positive light, it means they are unwilling to take out the trash in their own life, in some capacity.
- Addictions to alcohol or synthetic substances, (i.e. recreational or pharma drugs)
- Addictions to people / co-dependent relationships
- Literal hoarding of stuff in your house, office or car
- Mental thought patters that keep you trapped at a low level of personal and spiritual development: such as victim mentality, ancestral baggage, false beliefs about yourself that were instilled by your family when you were young
- a job you hate, but are doing only for money
- self destructive behaviors, self harm
- patterns of behavior of abuse of others
- massive amounts of debt (I mean consumer debt, not investment debt)
- excessive amounts of negative emotional patters: guilt, shame, hate, anger, jealousy, arrogance, anxiety, worry, depression, apathy, grudges, vendettas, desire for revenge or to harm others to ‘get even,’
- chronic chaos, confusion and mental fog in your life, mind, or any area of your life
- patterns of procrastination or laziness
- avoidance of personal responsibility to do what you know you must do, while making excuses for your lack of responsibility and action
- a narcissistic pattern of desire to control everyone and everything around you, to use other people as props in your game, to manipulate others for personal gain at the expense of the other parties involved
- idolization of public figures, glamor, ‘stars’
- excessive or obsessive superficial pursuits of fame, glamour, physical appearance, ‘bling’, social accolades that garner attention, status and prestige, at the expense of authentic inner growth and self knowledge
- the need to receive constant approval from others to have a sense of your own self esteem and self worth
- having negative dark force attachments that control your mind and behavior, such as demonic entities, reptilian entities, dark spirits, implants, generational curses, mental programming, and any other form of dark forces that is not in alignment with Source, Christ Consciousness, and the forces of Light
- adherence to toxic and deadly ideologies, such a communism, socialism, satanism, corporatocracy, and many other isms that are just too many to list here, but which are devoid of sacredness and humanity at their core
The list is in fact endless of possible negative attachments, and these are just some of the most common forms of negative attachments that people carry throughout their lifetimes. By the way, they often do pass from one lifetime to another, they don’t leave on their own and need to be proactively cleared out.
If you are struggling with letting go of garbage in your own life, I can help you! I offer Spiritual Guidance and Coaching for people on their journeys, with the focus on health, and personal development. Contact me to schedule an appointment.
I’ve helped many hundreds of people over the last 15 years to clear out very toxic forms of negative attachments out of their lives. I work a lot in a shamanic way, and use several different forms of energy healing. I am assisted by Archangel Michael, and the whole Angelic realm, God, Light ETs / Star races, Power Animals, my Ancestors and Spirit Guides, and many other helpful compassionate beings of Heaven and Earth.
And of course I have my own experience. For over 40 years I’ve been getting rid of garbage in my own life, and believe me I’ve had a lot, really a lot, to get rid of. I’m not done. It’s an ongoing process. Self Mastery is a practice. I practice my skills and my art every single day. And that’s how I know the challenges and pitfalls of this type of journey into authentic self knowledge.
Without removing negative attachments, you won’t be able to have deep self knowledge, because these negativities will interfere in how you are seeing what you are seeing, and what you are seeing. They pretend to be a part of you.
In fact, this a deeply personal journey, and many people think they are alone on this journey. You are never alone. With faith in a loving caring Creator, there are always positive light forces who are eager to help you. They stand all around the planet 24-7-365 just waiting for you to ask them for help. They can’t interfere in our lives, if not asked. You have to ask. You can use prayer and affirmations, to ask for help today, if you feel your burden is too great, or if you feel lost. There is never a shortage of help. There is only a shortage of faith that help is available.
Why are there so many fakers in the world? Why do so many virtue signal and create drama instead of pursuing excellence and fulfilling meaningful goals? Because that is a substitute for real character. A lot of people have no real character, no real will of their own, no real thoughts of their own. They put on a good show that they do, but its just that, a performance. Inside they are empty, they have nothing to offer to the world at all. I think it's because so many people let Hollywood raise them morally and spiritually. My generation and the one after were raised by the TV. Thats why so many people have no morals, no character, no goals, no spirituality.
Greta Thunberg accused people of stealing her childhood. I totally agree. Her childhood was stolen, but not by the people she accused. Most people had their childhoods stolen from them, by the pedovores and satanists who control media and culture. No one instilled a work ethic in them, no one had meaningful conversations with them, no one developed character in them, or raised them to have grit and resilience, no one raised them to create meaning and value in their own lives and the lives of others. Just as their caretakers pretended to give these things to them, while vamparizing their souls and innocence, and feeding them bs in return, they now pretend to have these qualities, while being bs artists and nothing more. And that's actually why they feel like victims. They are victims; their minds were destroyed by the pop cult-ure, by the satanism of Hollywood that is infecting people with every single movie they produce.
Not just Hollywood, of course. That’s just one branch of the satanic control machine. The corrupt satanic politics, and corporatocracy play a big role too, in creating a society utterly devoid of soul and meaning. I’ve heard it called the Babylonian money magic system. And I recently heard Roseanne Barr say its because since Babylon, AI has been ruling our planet and that’s why things are like this. I think thats close to the truth. The Archons / dark AI are very much a reality. They are the dark overlords of the corporatocracy, and the military-industrial-entertainment complex which literally controls every aspect of a persons life from cradle to grave, (unless people take their power back).
Independent thought doesn’t really exist. All thoughts are generated by the AI and implanted into human minds via frequency control. I think thats why Buddha said to have no thoughts, 'no mind', to attain spiritual freedom. I think thats a part of it. But for me thats not enough. As all Warriors, I’m wired for action. So the question becomes, how do you take right action in a world where everything is fundamentally so corrupt, so distorted, so retarded? Actually the answer is simple - in a world like that, any attempt at right action is already a million times better than what the rest of the world is doing. That should be a motivator for all the people who think they are powerless to change anything in this insane world. Do anything at all with a pure intention form the heart and you’ll be doing 10 times more than the average person to make the world a better place. Your action doesn’t have to be perfect. Although social media disagrees; social media will beat you up for any minute infraction real or imagined, 10 or 20 yrs after the fact. F them. Social media is trash. It’s not important. The real world is what’s important. Real suffering souls, perishing for lack of knowledge, in bondage to powerful dark forces, that many people think are religious myths or figments of infantile mentally ill imaginations. There is real evil on the planet, not imagined by crazy people and is not just religious dogma. And that evil needs to be cleansed from the planet and from individuals. I have helped many 100s of people cleanse their lives of dark forces. The effects can be amazing and are always transformative for the short and long term. Some people don't even know it's possible to or how it's possible to become free of dark forces. But it's very possible, and has been done successfully by many individuals whom I've mentored and counseled.
The Masters teach that the purpose of a Warrior is bring light to darkness, or transform darkness into light. That also means speaking truth in a world ruled by illusions. Truth once heard, breaks the spell illusions have over peoples’ psyches. The Spirit Warrior Path which I practice focuses on cleansing these dark forces from yourself, your home, family, land. It starts with a deep cleansing of your mind and soul. And the path never ends. As you grow on the path, you becoming a strong Warrior of the Light, able to overcome any challenge the dark forces put before you, as well as help others do the same.
If all of the Warriors of the world would rise up and focus whole heartedly on brining light to darkness, in whatever area of life they have influence, and in whatever form they are most able (through wiring, music, art, within institutions, like universities, gov, medical, etc), we would have a renaissance society in less than a generation. This is my vision for the future of humanity.
I realized something yesterday. I don’t know why it took me this long to get this message. It’s one of those things, that once you know it, you can’t believe how you didn’t know it for all that time, because it seems so obvious. But of course, it’s only obvious from a certain vantage point, and not until you reach that level of awareness.
Yesterday, I was working out, as I do almost daily, and I was doing some sprints. My sprints were the fastest since I began measuring my time. That was a nice surprise. And it was during this work out that I had a realization.
In the Christian Art there are images of Mary in blue and Mary in red. There are tons of different interpretations of what each color means, some might be correct some might not be. But I want the truth, so I asked long ago the sacred beings themselves to show me the truth of who they are and what these colors represent in my own life. Mary in blue is often depicting the Mother of Christ. Blue representing water, the waters of the womb out of which JC was born.
Mary in red, by some interpretations was seen as Mary Magdalen. The religious authorities called her a prostitute. Implying that red is the color of passion, but a dark, demonic, manipulative kind of passion. While Mary in blue is pure and innocent.
Well, of course, that never sat right with me. It’s well known that corrupt politicians, appropriated religious symbols and texts to expand their own political agendas, and removed enormous amounts of valuable information from what is now the Bible. Books that were on par with other canonical books were removed entirely. Whole passages, edited and changed by scribes to say whatever they wanted them to say. Anything about reincarnation, for example, was removed. Surely Jesus himself wrote a book or two, considering how much he had to say. Why haven’t any of his own writings made it into the cannon of the New Testament? Why is it that only the books that are about him, and even those have conflicting information in some places, made it into the cannon? For a serious student of the sacred scriptures, these are all very interesting questions to research. But probably the most interesting mystery is: what in the world is going on with the women in the Bible? There are all sorts of commentaries and opinions about the explicit texts in the Bible, but there are even more opinions about what is implied and what you gather by reading between the lines.
Many women that I have met over the years, just believed that Mary Magdalen must’ve been a prostitute because so called ‘experts’ said so. But there are other texts that say she was his wife. JC was a Jewish Rabbi (Rabbi means teacher). For those who don’t know, Jewish Law at that time and still today does not permit men to become Rabbis unless, they are married with kids. Because it’s understood that men who who don’t have a family, are not sufficiently mature to serve as a leader in the community. The Catholic idea that JC was a 30 yr old virgin is preposterous. It’s completely unrealistic and untrue to historical facts. So, he was definitely married with kids. Based on some documents about how JC treated MM, its very possible she was his wife. But putting all those speculations aside. I still wanted to know exactly what is the energetic basis of the Mary in red, what is the archetype. If Mary in Blue is ‘The Mother’ - that is a very clear strong positive archetype. I see Mary in Red as an equally strong positive archetype, and certainly not a prostitute. So what then?
And then it hit me. Mary in Red is a Warrior.
I had a dream last summer where I saw a man who looked like Jesus and a woman whom I didn’t recognize fighting together a very large dark force, that was threatening to destroy them. The man and the woman fought side by side. The man had a long sword, and the woman had a short dagger. They moved in total synchrony, like one body, and eventually defeated the dark force, because they were in synchrony with each other, and with the forces of light. After I told a friend of mine who had done Kali Escrima martial arts in the past, about this dream, he said that there is an actual martial arts technique called ‘Espada y Daga’ - Sword and Dagger.
So I wonder if the dream that I had was about the archetypical feminine and masculine when both are in harmony with each other and acting in the Spirit Warrior Way. And the only way to defeat the dark forces that plague humanity is if men and women both practice the Spirit Warrior Medicine Way. What I see a lot of is, people in one camp screaming ‘Patriarchy good, feminism bad.’ And people in the other camp screaming, ‘Matriarchy good, toxic masculinity bad.’ Both are wrong.
Neither men alone, nor women alone can defeat the dark forces on their own. There is a magic that happens, when women and men stand and take action in the Spirit Warrior Way together. I feel very strongly that that is what my dream told me.
If this is true, then my recent realization that Mary in Red is a Spirit Warrior, makes total sense. I also feel like this is the missing piece for a lot of women who are seeking empowerment nowadays. Feminism is not that empowerment. It’s destroying women and families. I feel the true Spirit Warrior Way is very hard for people to reach. Many women latch on to fake imitations, and false empowerment paths that don’t lead to soul fulfillment. I know because I stumbled into very many fake paths on my journey of maturation. And eventually I rejected them all, upon realizing that they are not what they claim to be. Liberalism at this time, is pretty much the opposite of the Spirit Warrior Way. The Spirit Warrior Way is essentially a path/ discipline of self mastery and service to others from the heart. Liberalism is a path of self indulgence, victimhood and dependence on the state. Part of the discipline of The Spirit Warrior Way is an uncompromising seeking after truth. Liberalism says ‘anything goes’, you can make up your own truth. Because people are so out of touch with universal principles and core truths, they are spoon fed lies by the MSM and ‘experts’ and psychopaths in power, and accept these lies totally. Those on the path of liberalism love their oppressors and their oppression, because then they don’t have to be responsible for anything. By contrast, a Spirit Warrior is responsible for everything in their world.
I also think that the image of Our Lady of Sorrows, which represents Mary in Red with seven swords pointing at her heart, is entirely wrong. It should portray the swords pointing outward, away from her heart. Warriors point their weapons out - which means, we use weapons to protect those whom we love, and we guard our own hearts.
If I had the time, I would draw this image with Mary in Red wielding the 7 swords to defeat the dark forces (and winning.) I have transformed that archetype inside myself, and she will never be Lady of Sorrows to me. What she is to me now is the Sword and Dagger Warrior.
Some people might not get what I’m saying. But I think there will be also a lot of people who will see some truth in what I’m saying. I don’t ever presume to know everything. But I feel like I’ve glimpsed so many parts of the truth, and have connected the dots, to see the underlying messages. And if you do see what I’m seeing, your feedback is appreciated.
Finally I’ll add that one meaning of this dream is that family, core family, that is based on one man and one woman forming a sacred union, and it is that sacred union that has been attacked and nearly entirely destroyed in the modern society, the most. If there is a worthy cause that should inspire men and women to put aside their myopic arrogant arguments about who is more powerful, and humbly unite their forces instead, its family. Family is sacred. And if men and women don’t fight for family, then our civilization is truly doomed. I hope that more men and women master the Spirit Warrior Way from whatever angle they can, from whatever philosophy or religion or personal world view they are coming from, and conquer the dark forces that all human beings are facing.
This is an image of the Sword and Dagger set from the Filipino Martial art, Kali Escrima, as taught by Guru Dan Inosanto. What I saw in my dream was very similar.
This is a photo of a demo of people utilizing the Espada y Daga technique.
This is one of my favorite images of Mary in Red. I meditated on this image for many years, until I realized what this image actually is about. This is called the Lady of Sorrows, or the Mother of Sorrows, in traditional Orthodox Christianity.
This quote from Dan Inosanto defines precisely the meaning of the phrase 'Point your Weapons out.'
It’s been a while since my last post. This year has been incredibly busy for me. I’ve been working 7 days a week for many months. My passion for teaching and sharing the wisdom and medicine of the Spirit Warrior Way has grown since then. Although, I have a full day of work today, I wanted to make a few posts of my thoughts, feelings, and messages that have come to me recently, that hopefully will help someone out there who needs to hear it. Know that the Warrior Way is not easy but there is always help.
In February of this year, I was faced with a massive challenge that I'm still resolving. I cannot write about it publicly at this time. In April of this year my brother committed suicide. I am still processing that and had decided to write about it only when I felt like it was the right time to do so. That time is approaching.
About a year ago, a friend of mine who loves fae, did a fae card reading for me, and one of the cards of my future was of a fae climbing a mountain. Of course, Sacred Mountains in mythology and spiritual philosophies have always represented places of meeting with God. Mountains are places where people go to get away from the tumult of the world, people go there to be hermits, to introspect. Mountains are cold and purifying, they allow for greater vision, perspective, clarity.
And so the reading has come true, I'm climbing a very very very tough mountain. It's a spiritual mountain of life challenges. In a way it's a literal mountain. Because the challenges are physical, mental, spiritual, and multi dimensional. One of the challenges is writing my book. There is enormous amount of material that I want to share, and I have to write a lot more, organize it all, edit it, and then publish it, etc. It's a very positive challenge I'm facing. Its a labor of love, and my service to the world. But it is also therapy in a way. Writing is sanity producing.
I'm also continuing my kick boxing, martial arts, fitness training. This is also a very positive challenge and in the full sense of the word martial arts training is therapy. It's a huge challenge to truly master a martial art. It requires enormous amount of time of dedicated practice, resources, commitment.
And the rest of the life challenges I'm dealing with at this time, I think are even greater, and consume all of my time. The higher I climb, the more the people who once started with me, fall away and quit, because the challenges get exponentially harder the more aware you are, and most people can't deal with so much reality. Not me. I plan to win. At any (ethical) cost. Many people expect too many things for free, they want to win but not pay anything for their victory. Socialism is bs. It's a con for the naive. Nothing is free. Everything has a price. And you have to work hard and smart for everything in your life.
The Warrior Way is magical and medicinal only if you are awake. If you are not awake, it is just struggle and suffering.
From the Art of War: Victory is reserved for those who are willing to pay its price.
If you are struggling to overcome challenges ahead of you, if you feel overburdened by life's expectations placed on you, if you feel blocked or held back, or unable to overcome the dark forces in your life, feel free to reach out. If you have considered suicide, please don't do it. Know that there is always a way, and there is always help. Even if it doesn't seem that way, when you are going through a dark night of the soul. Every single person in this world is needed and important. A lot of people who have considered suicide, feel that they cannot contribute to this world because no seems to need their gifts and talents. They cannot unburdain their soul. That the world couldn't care less. I think a part of the problem is that social media has so many insane negative people on it, who hijack and drown out any real conversation, and ability for people to connect, that it makes it very difficult for people who are loving, kind and sensitive to share their gifts on social media platforms. Your special gifts that only you can bring to this world need proper care, loving attention, and guidance. They need the right venue of expression. And there is a need for the strengthening of your inner Warrior, who can brush all that negativity aside and focus on your spiritual goals: your own journey on the sacred mountain.
I've been on this road for a long time, I've survived multiple dark nights of the soul, as all Shamans do, and have overcome many of life's challenges and have helped 100s of other people to do the same. I'm available for private Spiritual Counseling, Coaching, and Energy Healing sessions, by phone, zoom voice or video, or in person. If you need help, reach out to someone. Whether it's me or someone else. Anyone you feel drawn to in your heart, who is genuinely there to help.
In Sacred Service,
The Spiritual War involves everyone at the micro and macro level. If you don't know about it, you are losing. If you think you've won already, you're losing. Its ongoing and constant, it changes form, yet its constant. When done at one level, with one form, you move on to the next level, with new more difficult forms. It doesn't stop, and neither should you. As your intellect becomes more refined and strong, so does your enemies'. If you think you have no enemies, you're losing. If that depresses you, you've lost. The Spiritual War is real and here and now. Everyone should be training constantly, and finding new ways to become more enlightened despite the far less than idea circumstances. No one gets ideal circumstances. Don't be jealous of people you think have it easy or better than you. No one has it easy in reality, everyone has to fight many battles. Focus on your own. Despite the seemingly insurmountable challenges, everyone has many ways in which they can contribute in compassionate ways and be of service to others. The point and magic of the path is to become a truly compassionate, service to others oriented person despite the war. Be creative and inventive about that. The good that you put out into the world comes back to its source, just as the bad. The reward for being a Spirit Warrior is not 'in heaven'; it’s here and now in how you walk your path. The path of the enlightened Spirit Warrior is its own reward. When everyone who used to support you, disappears, or back stabs you, and you are left alone fighting for Truth, then you know you're winning on the path. You're in the 1%. When your old enemies hide from you, or cross the street to avoid having to face you, you're winning. Keep going.
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Some people say that self defense, the Warrior Way, martial arts, etc. its all violent, fear based, and hateful. And they don't want to live in fear and violence. They want peace and they want to spread love! Well thats great. But you can get attacked at any moment. Anyone at any time can inflict violence upon you, and involve you into their war, not because you deserve it, but for their own reasons, of which you may know nothing about. If all you can do is cower in the corner and wait until you get rescued, if you cannot give the attacker a response of equal or greater violence, to defend yourself and yours, than you are not a pacifist, you are weak and pathetic. And that's really all you are, weak and pathetic, and not peaceful. Because you have allowed and enabled violence, with your inaction. Because you didn't think through very deeply the implications of not having self defense, in the situations that could realistically arise, you and yours could get seriously harmed, again and again. Until you learn the lesson and become the type of person who CAN inflict massive damage, who is skilled at violence, and can wield it masterfully, if absolutely needed. But chooses to treat others with love, compassion, and respect, because that is the heart based way to live, that is the right thing to do. If you have cultivated great power, and you have the freedom to do anything at all with it, and you choose to create peace with it, then you can honestly say you are choosing peace. If you are a harmless weakling who has no choice but to not fight, because you know you'll get crushed, thats not you choosing peace. Thats you having no choice but to stay out of the way of things you know you can't handle.
On social media, I often bring your attention to stories of corruption, abuse, satanism, and activities of the dark forces, not to revel in the darkness. There is a way to not become black pilled/ overwhelmed with the darkness, as you are looking at so much ugly and depressing material. And instead to become an even stronger more grounded Spirit Warrior.
I do all sorts of spiritual processes, every day - prayers, meditation, shamanic healing work, physical fitness, martial arts, my own inner healing work, dream work, etc, etc to transform my inner darkness into light, and whatever part of the darkness in the world I'm called to transform that day. And you all should be doing your spiritual work too. Thats on each person's conscience to do their own spiritual work.
The Love and Light cult will tell you that looking at those things is negative. That it will make you have more of them in your life. That is a terrible lie. It is like a paralyzing poison of a snake that spreads through your being and makes you numb to the suffering of others, and your own. It puts you to sleep and makes you dream a pleasant dream... and then you get eaten by the said snake.
Don't go that way, my friends. Don't become prey to the 'Father of Lies.'
Honestly, clearly and soberly seeing an ugly reality is an act of beauty, truth, love and light; It's an act of compassion. Its also an act of spiritual maturity to stay balanced and connected to your Higher Power and your love for humanity, in the face of evil and darkness, and to act in strength to change those evils. Revealing deep seated wounds, that were hidden before, is an act of healing and cleansing. Learning to accept reality as it is, not as you wish it were, is an act of spiritual maturing. Compassion is the highest emotion a human being can feel. It's greater than empathy, greater than truth, and greater than love. It's all those combined and more. Being able to experience compassion is truly a divine state of being, for a human. To experience compassion is to transform darkness into light, within yourself. It's the ultimate healing act, that brings all polarities into oneness of infinite consciousness. All miracles are possible when you are connected to that infinite consciousness.
To then act out of compassion and that healed state, through righteous actions in the world, is to bring that light and healing to a dark wounded world. The only way to truly have less of those negative things in the world, is to do something about them! You MUST take action. Internally, then externally.
This is the humble yet powerful way that all the Masters have gone. It's a very narrow path. You may not see it at all, amidst the chaos and insanity of the world. However, your heart knows the way.
Spend some time each day consciously connecting to your Higher Power. Sit in silent meditation, in front of a candle, and listen to the guidance of your Higher Power speak through your soul and heart. The flame will help to purify and cleanse away toxic energies, which block your connection to God/ Source. Then follow through with carrying out your mission as a Spirit Warrior in service to humanity, based on the received wisdom and guidance.
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Psychic Self Defense is not a fear based practice. Spirit Warriors are lovers who got wise with experience.
I get tired of hearing people say that self defense practices are fear based. Or that defending the self in any way, or wanting protection is fear based.
What I find consistently is that people whose minds are co-opted in some significant way talk like that.
This is the same rhetoric that the globalist liberal npc’s use that has destroyed our society, family, communities, and traditions. It’s the same rhetoric that the Love and Light cult uses to make people impotent to solve any real world problems, to make people into sleepers who are having a pleasant dream. It goes right hand in hand with war on intelligence, the mind, critical thinking, ‘toxic masculinity’, and masculinity in general. There is an agenda to suppress the divine masculine. As well as to annihilate the divine feminine by its own power, but I’ll leave that topic for another article.
Why do you wear clothes when it’s cold? Is that fear based? No it’s just prudent and intelligent, because it’s cold outside. You’re not having a panic attack when you are putting on your coat. You are taking care of yourself, by protecting your body from the cold. The cold isn’t trying to kill you. It just is. Though it could kill you if you go outside naked. And so your putting on a coat is just an intelligent act of self preservation. Period.
There are real bad and dangerous people, entities, and energies in the world. Some of them have an intent to kill, some are vampiric and simply feed on anything available, and some are self generated/ self provoked. Self defense against these low lives, attackers, and demonic entities is an act of self love and self preservation. And if you are protecting others, then it’s an act of love and care towards those others.
Enlightenment is a path that people typically get on, only after experiencing enormous suffering. But we would not say that enlightenment is suffering based. Enlightenment ultimately is based on the expansion of consciousness. But it starts with suffering.
So although it’s true that those who have experienced fear and attack, are guided to self defense practices, it does not mean that self defense practices and martial arts are fear based. People are guided to them, precisely because they want a healthy, mature, love and wisdom based way to deal with their fear and with these real dangerous situations.
Simply to go and kill whoever attacked you, to get revenge, is a wound based and fear based thing to do. A spiritual and positive form of self defense is rooted in strength of character and love, and has nothing to do with revenge, getting even, or bullying. The opposite is true. It stops the bullying.
The two are completely different paths. People have to understand the difference. You have to learn to discern different types of Warriors. The difference is literally like night and day.
In Star Wars, which is a documentary not fiction, there are Jedis (Light Warriors) and Siths (Dark Warriors). Their agendas are diametrically opposite. Don’t throw everyone into the same pile and call the Warrior Way, or martial arts, or self defense practices ‘toxic’ and ‘fear based’. You are killing ancient traditions by doing so, and you and yours will be the ones who will suffer as a result.
I actually believe that that kind of rhetoric is a manipulation from the dark side, to make people vulnerable to subversion, manipulation, attack, and take over. If you believe that all self defense practices are fear based, you are a fool. And anyone who believes that there are no dangers in the real world, that we are all one, and everything is love and light and kumbaya, is a fool. The more fools like that that I encounter, the more I commit myself to the Warrior path. Because in our society too many people are complacent and think the gov or someone else will take care of problems when the SHTF. They are too soft and don’t know how to handle the difficult facts of reality, incapable of even seeing them clearly.
I would not be able to rely on these fools in a challenging situation or a crisis. They are incapable of thinking critically. They are full of lofty theories and rhetoric, but when the SHTF, they do what everyone else does. Run away from the problem! Leave it to someone else to deal with. They'll blame the victim, and expertly come up with a million excuses not to take righteous action. I’ve been through this with these types of people time and time again and I understand well how they think. Thats why I call these people ‘BS artists.’ I have an argument for every excuse they give me to not act.
I train even harder, acquire more knowledge and weapons, and develop more strategies, every time I hear someone utter those immature unwise ideas. I know one person I can depend on no matter what - me.
People who are not in the spiritual communities, have no idea how many people there are in these communities who see any form of ‘defense’ as fear based, unevolved, backwards. They’ve been indoctrinated into a false idea of ‘oneness’. And they see any form of self defense, as a block to that oneness. But it's not true oneness. It’s a false and forced oneness. What they are really saying is that the self, and independent thought, is a block to Communism. And it is. Thank God it is! Their communistic fascistic form of oneness in fact creates chaos and isolation. And what do we have in our society? An epidemic of isolation and loneliness. Look around carefully. We are very far from a love and light oneness utopia.
But this is something that has to be explained. There is an organic oneness that exists in the universe. Everything is energy, and everything is connected with energy. There have been scientific experiments done that prove that. All things emanate from the one infinite creator. And that idea is beautiful and when people experience that type of very high frequency of oneness, they don’t want to leave, and come back down to this reality. People who have had NDEs, and have been to the ‘other side’, have had amazing experiences of love and peace, and connection with divine beings as well as feeling that they are connected to All that Is. I have had NDE’s and have had those experiences. I also have had them in mediation and prayer, and spontaneously. We don’t need to die to feel those things, they are available to us all the time, if we tune in.
However, on this physical relatively low level of consciousness on which the vast majority of human beings reside on this planet, we are separate beings, with separate consciousnesses, separate minds, separate lives and decisions to make. There is choice and free will. And some people choose to follow the path of light, and some the path of darkness, and some are grey/ have not yet chosen a side.
Typically people on the path of light, are very loving sensitive people, who detest violence. They want only to help and not to harm. I totally get that, and these are righteous and healthy intentions. But then what happens is that those who are on the dark path, easily make victims of these sensitive, loving people. Subjugate and abuse them. Manipulate and indoctrinate them into false ideologies that divert them away from their spiritual development. The love and light oriented people often hate violent confrontations and conflicts, so they are not prepared for them, when they happen, and they appease, give in, and succumb. Although this shouldn’t happen, in our reality this is the NORM. Not an exception to the rule.
Simultaneously, there is a very heavy deep state agenda to indoctrinate people into a false idea of oneness, that is like 1984. Where everyone is genderless, homogenous, mind-less, self-less, love-less, identity-less, defense-less, purpose-less. That is the false oneness that the dark side has in mind for the human population. It is Godless. And many people have fallen for it to some degree. That is the agenda that tells people that ‘resistance is futile’. And self defense is bad. Warriors are bad. Masculinity is toxic. Don’t struggle. Just allow everything. Say yes to everything. Only focus on the light, and never look at the dark. Pursue only pleasure and avoid pain.
This is a satanic hedonistic ideology masquerading as a path to empowerment and enlightenment. It's a mind virus, that kills slowly. That false ideology is what’s toxic! People need to wake up from the false indoctrination and seek the true God. Only in that relationship with the true divinity, will you experience real oneness, and real love and light. And the mission of a Spirit Warrior is then to bring it into the darkness!
My experiences with divinity have always guided me to follow just one calling - The Spirit Warrior Medicine Way. In essence, it's a heart centered way to transform reality from dark to light. I believe that’s what God wants of me, and I believe everyone needs to cultivate their inner Warrior if they are to progress on their path to Enlightenment. Perhaps it’s only a step in the evolution. But that it’s a critical curriculum that we must master as a human race at this time, is very obvious to me.
Jesus said, ‘Be innocent as doves. And wise as serpents.’ And this is why those who are on the path of light, MUST practice the Spirit Warrior Way. Learn Spiritual and physical self defense. And learn to do it form love and wisdom, not from desire for revenge or hate. Watch Star Wars to get that lesson. It’s a good lesson.
Sooner or later, everyone will learn this lesson - that you are here to be a Spirit Warrior. A Warrior’s mission is to transform darkness into light, in any situation, any culture, any time period. Bullies must be humbled. Demons transformed into Angels. The shadow into the elixir of living water. Our fears into our strengths. Our wounds into our wisdom. Our anger into our passion. Our chaos into our peace. What was broken must be healed and made whole. And void must be filled with divine consciousness. Lotuses must grow out of the mud.
Only YOU as Spirit Warrior can do this. It’s the most important mission on Earth. I hope you answer the call.
I'm a Spiritual Counselor, Shamanic Energy Healer, Past Life Regression Therapist, and teacher of the Spiritual Protection and Psychic Self Defense Workshop. If I can help you on your journey of healing and personal empowerment and transformation, contact me.
If you are transforming darkness into light, you are literally creating love. If you're not bringing light to the darkness in some way with your being, whatever love you think you got is only an illusion. ~ Arriale Starbird
Arriale Starbird is a Spiritual Counselor, Shamanic Energy Healer, Reiki Master, Past Life Regression Therapist, Teacher and Mentor. To schedule a private session or register for the program, please contact us.