 When your spirit has been crushes and torn to shreds out of your heart, by the atrocities of this cruel, sick world. When you don't know what the future will bring. When the sorrow of the world is too much to bear. When life, everything just hurts like hell. When no amount of words can heal your heartbreak at the lack of honor, lack of respect, lack of courage, lack of honesty, lack of integrity, lack of morals, lack of kindness, lack of love, lack of care in the world, between people. And especially when you see violence and crime against children.
When you’re dying inside from the soul sucking, grueling work of just being here on this planet, staying true to your spirit, true to the divine truth, true to humanity's salvation. When you are crying inside, witnessing God's children get slaughtered, beaten, raped on the battlefield of cosmic dramas. There is only one way to go. Into the heart. Into greatest love, into greatest truth, into greatest compassion. There is nothing else. When war will not leave you be, no matter what you do, what you plan, or how you try to avoid it. When the spirits of suffering people vampirized and overcome by darkness cry out for help, and when you see that few have the honor and courage to respond to the call, but you know you must, because its in your blood and bones, to do the right thing, to stand in your integrity, and help others before yourself. Remember one thing. You will survive. You have survived violence and brutality on all levels, physical, mental, emotional, sexual, spiritual. You have come back from the dead many times. You have looked into the faces of darkness and evil. It used to terrify you when you were a child. But you’re a warrior now. Know who you are, and why you are here. You must know your strengths and weaknesses and the dark side's strengths and weaknesses. Turn the tables. You become the hunter. You are the Light that disinfects the dis-ease and poisons of the dark side. There is a huge reservoir of power in your spirit, in your mind, and in your shadow. Bring your empowered, heart-centered self to the world. Your personality may have been shaped by this world, by this machine, its stories, its emptiness, its chaos, its ups and downs. You may have been heartbroken over and over and over again. But the difference between you and many others who were crushed by their pain, is that you refuse to give up. Deep down what people are most afraid of is living truthfully, as their authentic selves, not of dying. You’re not here for your self. You serve a greater purpose. You keep going to help others. That is your passion. You must always find and empower that fighting spirit inside you, and let it rage in the face of adversity. Burning up all the lies, illusions, manipulations, and poisons of the dark side. This is how you win! |