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I was guided this Holiday season to focus on writing my book, and not see relatives or people in general. I need solitude and total silence to do my writing, and I finally have the space to do that. However, I was still guided to call my mother, which I didn’t really want to do, but I went ahead and did it because its Christmas, and I know she would be sad if I didn’t call her. She’s a professor at a college, where she says the situation is so extremely toxic, that the VP is Satan himself. She said he’s so evil, she can’t be in the same room with him. He makes her sick. The college was apparently selling diplomas and got caught a few yrs ago, and there was a big investigation. She wasn’t part of that; she is just a professor trying to do her job. But the amount of corruption and chaos there is enormous, which she says is highly draining for her. Every now and then she asks me to do an intuitive reading for her about what she should do, and every time my Guides give her the same answer, ‘Its not a good place for you. Leave and write books instead. Be financially independent. If you want to teach, teach at small organizations that follow spiritually positive principles. Or teach independently.’ She agrees. There are a lot of things she wants to write about, and has wanted to write for at least 30 yrs. Yet, she stays and works for Satan, and doesn’t pursue her dreams. She complains about how satanic most of the administration is, how difficult it is to teach in that kind of environment, how stressful it is to deal with these horrible people, how she doesn’t have time for anything else in her life, because she works 60+ hrs/wk. (She’s a workaholic.) Yet she stays. She totally agrees, that what I get with my intuition from my Guides is THE truth, not just my opinion. Still she doesn’t act righteously in pursuit of that truth. Instead she stays in the familiar toxic satanic environment. She even told me that she feels like she’s making a deal with Satan by working there. And I agreed, and told her that she will lose some part of her soul, and has lost already, as a result of that deal. She agreed that that is happening. She the added, ‘I’m staying because of greed…’ Then she asked me why I don’t come to visit. LMAO…. She doesn’t realize how insane the question sounds, given the context. Insanity is normal to her. She knows she’s in a cult, she knows its evil, that it’s killing her by robbing her of her soul, health, and life vitality, that she stays only because of money, but that toxic environment has become her comfort zone, in the last 20 yrs that she has worked there. Yet, its not obvious to her why I want no part of that. It’s just like a drug addiction, except worse, because society supports and agrees with that kind of lifestyle; instead of all these people realizing that it’s a terrible addiction, and helping each other to recover, and building a system that is good for our souls. This insane rat race and chase after money in exchange for your soul is what is called normal and responsible and adult in our society. I understand needing money, because everyone has to pay rent, food, etc to survive. But there are many ways to make money. Some people walk out of cults, with nothing. They leave belongings, savings, connections, friends, houses, cars, everything behind, and start all over. Sometimes they are pursued and they have to really fight for their life and freedom. But no physical person is going to pursue my mother, I’m sure. She stays willingly. Satan will pursue her everywhere however, because she’s made so many deals already. She would have to do a lot of inner work to break all those contracts, before she can really start over, and truly be free. It’s all doable, however. Many people have done it in the past and successfully broke free of very toxic situations. Inner work is critical to overcome internal darkness. Unfortunately, she has shunned inner work as something beneath her. She has never done it. I’ve given her some self help books and she has never read them. She thought that getting a PhD would protect her in a satanic environment and was surprised to find out that it doesn’t. No, no amount of medals or paper or achievements acquired on a human level can protect a human being from evil. Only God’s Love, Truth and Light can protect a soul from the dark forces. She can walk out. She knows that it will be hard to survive at first, but doable. I have done it. Despite the constant challenges, I keep following my Higher Spiritual Guidance in how I build my life, and I don’t make deals with any Satans, on my path. Freedom is something you have to be willing to fight to the death for. Only then you truly gain your life, and free yourself from spiritual slavery. This is the difference between those who manage to leave a cult and build their own life, and those who are never able to leave. A Spiritual Warrior is willing to fight and die for freedom. By forfeiting your life for that greater cause, you actually gain your life. Cowards think that deals with Satan can give them protection and benefits, but in the end they lose themselves. I have been on a path of freedom and self mastery for a long time. She has been watching me do it for a long time. But she has never acknowledged any of my victories on the path of self emancipation, on the path of entrepreneurship, on the path of self healing, self growth. All of that means nothing to her, because she’s a narcissist. She doesn’t value my divine expression. Neither does my father. The only time she valued my accomplishments is when I was a fulfillment of her dream, living vicariously through me, because she herself is too chicken to manifest her own dreams. When I lived her dream for her, she could parade me around to other satanists, and say ‘Look what a great mother I am.’ Thankfully, I had a spiritual re-awakening around 2001 and exited that drama, and relentlessly pursued truth. I was on the Spirit Warrior path before I even knew that that’s what it was. I simply followed my intuition, I followed God’s light, and it led me out of bondage and into freedom. I found the right teachers and healers who aided me, and paid them myself. I had to figure everything out on my own, and I did. Because God and the Angels have my back. The fact that my biological family never understood my path, never supported it, never acknowledged it, ended up strengthening me on my spiritual path. I never have to seek their approval, support or opinion. It forced me to find creative ways to accomplish my goals, and to always think for myself. And that is the hallmark of a Spirit Warrior. A Spirit Warrior makes a way, where no one else sees a way. So then she wanted to know why I don’t call them, why I’ve moved far away from them, and don’t come to visit. No matter how many times I tell her, it doesn’t sink in. She refuses to understand that she herself is an agent of the cult, until she cleans herself up. She thinks the cult is bad, but she’s different! She’s very good. Narcissism, arrogance, delusion. No, it doesn’t work like that. If you’re part of that stew, and you agree to participate, and you make deals with Satan, you are a pawn of Satan. You’re the puppet and he’s the hand that can make you do anything. Doesn’t matter if you have some light in you. That light clearly isn’t enough to stop whatever Satan will get you to do. You are toxic, dangerous, and demonic once you make deals with Satan. I’ve tried to explain this to her, many times. And she seems to understand and even agree, at times, that it’s affecting her badly. But she still stays, gets her pay check and shuts up. Hell is her comfort zone. The sad reality is that she is simply like many other millions of people around the world, who all make deals with a Satan for a paycheck. Cults are the norm in our society. People just don’t realize that that is the term to accurately describe the prevalent system of life - Satanic cult. If you stay in a job that you know is destroying your soul, for a paycheck, make no mistake about it - you are making a deal with the dark side. When she was young, my mother has had enormous amount of creative talent, her own intuitive abilities, and even healing abilities. She used to have photographic memory, could memorize whole books, and speak them verbatim. She used to write poetry, sing, play several musical instruments (she taught herself how to play several), sew really beautiful clothes, and she used to act. But because she has never pursued her real dreams and never developed her spiritual gifts, she has lost them. Though my Guides told me, it’s not too late, she can still re-awaken them, and write and bring value to the world. I’m 98% certain she will never do it, however. Unfortunately, she is a narcissist and a back stabber. She would rather destroy the good that someone else is building, or at least curse it, because she’s jealous, rather than build her own dreams. I hope she can change. Lesson to the reader: Do not ever be like my mother. Do not betray your soul, for a paycheck or any material gain. Do not be a satanist. Do not be a cog in a wheel. Do not be a narcissist, a back stabber, a gossip, or a saboteur of your own creative potential. God is a much better way to go! With God’s help you can fulfill your soul’s dream and fulfill your creative potential. You don’t need anything from the dark side to make that happen. I’ve been saying this to my clients for so many years, who think that a little short cut here, a little compromise there, is not a big deal. These little compromises end up opening little doors to dark forces, who then open that door wider and wider, until they move into your life and exert more and more control over your life. Don’t compromise your integrity ever, not even a tiny bit. And that is why I practice and teach Spirit Warrior Medicine. In January 19-20, I will teach a Shamanic Energy Healing Workshop and Webinar focusing on Spiritual Protection and Psychic Self Defense. I’ve had the privilege to work with a wonderful mentor for many yrs, a man of honor and integrity, who walked that better way with me, and helped me to live my divine purpose, was an example of a Spirit Warrior, who lives in service to God/Creator/Source, and in service to humanity, and helps others to do the same. If you are serious about being a person of honor, integrity, and truth, If you want to be able to hear and see your own higher guidance clearly, If you want to learn how to discern true light from false light, If you want to learn how to work with the Archangels and other positive divine beings, To strengthen yourself and others on their path to enlightenment, Then you must learn how to keep your life clear of dark force attachments and protect yourself from getting attachments in the future. You must learn how to manage your personal power, your energy, your soul and mind, so that you have strong boundaries, that can withstand inevitable attacks and manipulations from the dark forces, but not succumb to them. And instead to be strengthened and bettered every time you have to face the dark forces. More than 70% of people have several dark force attachments that they are unaware of. Don’t be in that 70%. Learn to clear and heal yourself, and to protect yourself, so you may have true spiritual freedom from any interference from the dark forces. This is what you will learn in the workshop I will teach in January. Learn more about it here: https://psychicselfdefensetraining.com/workshop.html I’ve also written several blog articles discussing further what I will teach in the workshop. See them here: https://psychicselfdefensetraining.com/blog/spiritual-protection-and-psychic-self-defense-workshop-now-also-available-live-via-webinar-from-anywhere-in-the-world https://psychicselfdefensetraining.com/blog/transcript-of-the-talk-on-spiritual-protection-and-psychic-self-defense-i-gave-at-body-mind-spirit-expo-in-minneapolis-on-nov-3 https://psychicselfdefensetraining.com/blog/spiritual-protection-and-psychic-self-defense-workshop 
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The Spirit Warrior's work is to transform darkness into light 💜🔥🙏 http://www.esswellness.com/news/newsitem.aspx?newsid=1017&newsitemid=9810 I'll be doing an intro talk to the Shamanic Energy Healing Workshop & Webinar: Spiritual Protection and Psychic Self Defense. In this talk, I will present the principles, philosophy and tools of the Spirit Warrior in today's world. I will discuss what it means to practice Spiritual Protection and Psychic Self Defense, and how that purifies, empowers and strengthens your path to enlightenment. There will be a Q&A. This is a free talk but registration is required. To learn more about the workshop go here: https://psychicselfdefensetraining.com/workshop.html When: Dec 29, 3-4 pm Where: Elevated Wellness 113 W. Broadway St, Monticello, MN https://elevated-wellness.com Near Minneapolis, MN Why: Because you are called to transform darkness into light and be a Spirit Warrior in today's world! 🙏💜🔥⚔️🛡️ To register email us. Space is very limited, so register now.     A state trooper stopped me yesterday, and I was like 'Oh no, another $45 or however much just went down the toilet'... but he didn't give me a ticket. Instead he told me to turn my headlights on. Lol. The sun was setting and it was still light. But he was being exacting about the time of day, after which the lights should be turned on. After a certain specific time of day, (which changes based on season and length of day) lights must be turned on. No prob. He was actually helping. When stuff like that happens, I always feel like there is a spiritual lesson there. The universe or my unconscious self is sending myself a message. If I interpret it :) So as I pondered that, the series of thoughts that came to me are: during the dark night of the soul, or when dealing with dark forces, you always have your own light to illuminate your way. As long as you recharge your battery, you always have your own internal light (your own answers). So it comes to this: its critical that you recharge your battery. People in the rat race never get to do that. People's lives are so busy and stressful nowadays, we rarely get to truly recharge. I think the total depletion of our inner resources, which leads to all sorts of diseases and disorders in persons and the society as a whole, is unfortunately a hallmark of the modern lifestyle. For shamans and mystics, we recharge only in solitude in nature anyway. Big cities become no go zones for those who are deeply devoted to cultivation of their personal power and do not want anyone interfering with their spiritual way of life. So I think this was the cosmic message to me. Being an intuitive empath, other people's energy affects me a lot. And as I grow on my spiritual journey, I become even more sensitive, even though I was already ultra sensitive from birth. I am so sensitive in fact, that if I hang out with people who are drinking, they may not be bothered by their drunkenness, or not think they are drunk, but I will feel their drunkenness, and the toxicity bothers me a lot. If I'm around other people who did bad things in the past and have not made their amends, their 'inner demons' will come to me for help, they will want to be exorcised, and they will keep bugging me and bugging me until I either tell the person to deal with this already, or I can't be around them. I saw roadkill on the road one day as I was jogging in the neighborhood, and that night the soul of that animal came to me and wanted me to help it to transition to the other side. These kinds of things happen all the time. You can imagine that crowded places are akin to torture for people like me. Shopping, like most things I do in the world, require a sniper approach lol. I run in, get the exact items I need, and get out. Shopping areas are designed to make people buy a lot of items they don't need. Psychology and sorcery are actually used to create mind control systems, to make people think they must have items they actually don't need or want. No one *needs* an $800 Gucci purse. Probably 70% of items being sold are overpriced garbage. The less things I have the better I feel. I'm much like a monk in that way. Some monks just own their robe and a bowl. If I could realistically live like that, I'm sure I'd be happier. Things hold energy and if they are not in alignment with your higher purpose, they too drain your battery. Declutter regularly! I bet most of you could get rid of 70% of your stuff and never miss it. I can't allow anything that detracts from my mental clarity, in my life. Other people's low frequency thoughts, their unhealthy interests and habits, their dark force entities, their festering unhealed wounds from the past, their projections, etc, etc - this is all chaos and noise that drains my battery and gives nothing at all of real value in return. Only people who have already achieved a certain level of mastery on the path of purity/integrity, energetic, spiritual, mental, etc, can be allowed in my sacred space. I'm not saying I'm perfect and that I don't have my own problems. Quite the opposite, I have devoted my life to healing myself and solving my problems, and making myself of true value in the world, and that is precisely why I need the purity of my sacred space to heal my own past wounds, and the cultivation of my own energy, without interference of other people's bs, or other people's stuff that they really should be working on themselves. People have to do their own inner work at all times. That too recharges the battery. Being called to be a Healer, Counselor and Teacher, I would never give up being of service in the world. It's part of my sacred mission, my dharma. And to do that effectively, I have to fiercely guard my sacred space, in which I recharge my battery, and do my own healing and integration. I've been on the path of purity for a long time, so obviously these thoughts were not new. But the state trooper, I feel, was a messenger of Archangel Michael, and gave me that reminder. Because Archangel Michael is the patron of the police force. It was a reminder to bring my light to a dark world. This is what Spirit Warriors do. Although it directly benefits me, it also benefits everyone around me whose paths also get illuminated by my light. If I already know that and do that, why would the universe bother sending me a trooper to remind me of this, someone might ask? Because it highlights the importance of this. That this process of bringing light to darkness is a cosmic law. And if we don't do it, we will inevitably be penalized for our inaction. Our own lives will become darker, and we will become a danger to ourselves and others. And those 'light workers' or anyone not doing that have no place in my life. No matter what kind of trauma a person has had in the past, only people who do their own internal work, continuously, can reach a level of spiritual and emotional maturity, that they are truly safe in and for the world. Shamans go further. On the Shamanic Medicine path, you transform your wounds into sources of personal power. The shadow becomes the fountain of living water. Sounds cryptic probably. To put in colloquial terms, all of your experiences, traumatic or otherwise, once reflected upon and processed through compassion, become a source of wise guidance for yourself and others. Another reason I got this cosmic message is perhaps so I would write about it here, and remind all of you to do your inner work, of bringing light into your own inner dark places (release or transform your demons and your shadows, and any other form of impurities) - and by extension bring your light to the world. Fiercely guard your internal batteries. Don't let anyone or anything waste your energy, your time, your health, your skills. Be very selective who you allow into your sacred circle. Strategy is superior to direct battle, and one strategy that the dark forces use on humans (very effective in the world if you look all around you), is to drain a person through distractions, shiny trivialities, drama, emotionally charged lies in the media, toxins and parasites in things we consume, meaningless busy work, etc. Combat that strategy with laser like focus on your dharma. Whether you win or lose a battle, if you are paying attention you will learn a lesson, but you pay for the lesson with your energy. So reinforce boundaries around yourself and your sacred space, so that you always have an untainted unconditionally supportive to you space to return to for rejuvenation and recovery after every battle you might have had. Allow no one into that sacred space, not friends, not enemies. It is for you alone, and to commune with God. I believe in this mission so much that I even named my business after this concept: Pure Hearth Center. The hearth, in the spiritual/ psychological sense, is the sacred place in your heart, where you transform darkness into light, impurities (lead) into wisdom (gold). If you need guidance to transform darkness you have encountered into light, get an energy clearing or healing, or transform your wounds into wisdom, or if you need general spiritual life guidance, I would be happy to help you on your healing journey. Please contact me here.   This is one of my favorite quotes from the Art of War, an ancient Chinese military treatise written by the Chinese military strategist Sun Tzu. The dark forces (archons, dracos, reptilians, etc) who are chronically waging war on humans from behind the scenes, are experts and masters at precisely this: deception. The draco-reptilians are master shape shifters. Humans really need to understand, respect and properly utilize this shape shifting nature of warfare, in order to win. My mother actually taught me these same principles as stated by Sun Tzu, since I was a small child. I don’t think she got it from this book. I think she simply got it as a normal way of living by growing up in a military intelligence family. When I was a child, I didn’t want to accept these ideas, because I didn’t want to be in a war. And I used to think this is a paranoid way of thinking, and surely this is an inferior way to live. Honesty and openness is always best, right? Wrong. In war time, in the middle of a crisis, rules are very different than in peace time. With loved ones, family, friends, and allies honesty and openness is usually best (Although silence is sometimes better). Honesty and openness is the wrong approach when dealing with psychopathic serial killers, however. Naiveté will get you nowhere and would likely get you killed very quickly in the real world. The Spiritual War has been ongoing since ancient times, and the human consciousness is the stage on which this war theater plays out. Each person, if honest, finds themselves in the middle of this war, which is also mental and physical, and each person’s character is shaped by the role they play in it. This ancient cosmic war will continue for a long time beyond our lives. Nevertheless, we all contribute to its outcome. I wish there was no war, but the reality is that it exists. It simply is and I simply accept this reality as it is, and do my best to be of greatest service possible to as many humans as possible even within these far from ideal circumstances. In this way, I’m at peace with the nature of this reality. Even though there is a war, I’m not at war with that fact. I am merely a servant to the Creator and Light. While those who deny that this war exists, in my view, become at war with this nature, and their own nature as a result. The irony of this is fascinating to me. So what are ‘mere mortals’ supposed to do, to solve these problems? How can we win, when these dark forces are ancient and cosmic? Actually there is a lot we can do. It starts with being sober and honest about the reality we live in. You have to see the truth of the light and dark natures of yourself, other beings around you, and the nature of our reality. You must recognize all the players and what side they are on, and what masks they wear. If you confuse enemies for friends or vice versa, it’s game over for you. This relates to another quote by Sun Tzu: “If you know the enemy and know yourself, you need not fear the result of a hundred battles. If you know yourself but not the enemy, for every victory gained you will also suffer a defeat. If you know neither the enemy nor yourself, you will succumb in every battle.” Secondly, always work with the forces of Light. Join forces with high frequency beings, such as the Archangels, Angels, Ascended Master Teachers, Spirit Guides, and other helpful compassionate beings. Archangel Michael is always a few feet away from me. My work involves him a lot, and I teach others how to work with him, as well as other Archangels. (These are not religions beings. Although these are originally Hebrew names, these beings are universal consciousness beings of Light, and assist anyone whose mission is in service to God and humanity.) Attempting to win in this war, or accomplish anything important really, solely by your own human power, is either arrogant, ignorant or both. Doing things alone vs obtaining your energy and intelligence from a Higher Power is like the difference between walking and flying. In one of her latest interviews Kerry Cassidy said, ‘Don’t be a Light Worker. Be a Light Warrior.’ I agree. I’m glad she said it in that no nonsense way. Light Workers in general, though not always, are too light weight, and don’t stand a chance when faced with the very dark forces that are at war with humans on this planet. They don’t seem to get what winning entails, or that they have to fight to win at all. And they don’t have the warrior spirit necessary to even attempt to defend themselves, much less win this epic war. The hippie, flaky, (medical) substance addicted lifestyles of the general light worker communities, is nearly the opposite of the discipline, clarity and organization necessary to create effective change in the world. I believe these communities have long been co-opted and no longer have the ability to support spiritual growth for the participants. The Love and Light cult seems to have decapitated many a light worker. It is far easier to check out and fantasize of love and light realities, then to actually keep your feet planted firmly on the ground, and work hard to solve factual real world problems in this reality. But checking out or drugging out is not the Spirit Warrior Way. So although it may be true that there is a better way to live then the way outlined in the Art of War… in another dimension, where there is no war, where there is peace and love and flower power all around; here and now in this physical reality, these principles and practices are essential in understanding how to solve the problems we are faced with. Because many of these problems are consciously and aggressively manufactured in human society by the dark forces. With the primary weapon of choice being: deception. Which includes manipulation, dissemination of disinformation, cointelpro, suppression and cover up of truth, endless distractions, manufacturing false wars to distract from the real war, and many other methods. The answer is always inside the question. And that should tell you that the way to overcome the challenge of deception is with clarity and truth. Total crystal clear clarity of mind, soul, spirit and body. This clarity is what allows one to be a cleansed vessel for the Great Spirit to come and live and work through you. A Spirit Warrior surrenders entirely in service to the Great Spirit’s calling, and in this way becomes the Great Spirit. Yes, a Spirit Warrior is also a mystic. A personal spiritual practice in which you are connected to your own Higher Power, is essential on the path of empowerment. You must cultivate your personal power in order to manifest reality effectively. Inner work must also be a daily practice, and will lead to the clarity of your soul and spirit. As a Shamanic practitioner, there are several core practices of my inner work, and the healing services I offer to clients and students. The most important one being Soul Retrieval - the integration of the soul parts lost due to trauma in the past. Another is Shadow Integration - the integration of the great repressed creative potential hidden in the unconscious parts of one’s psychi. Spiritual Clearing and Cleansing will lead to the clarity of your energy bodies and chakras. Psychic Development will lead to the clarity of your intuitive mind. Reasoning, critical thinking and problem solving will lead to the clarity of your logical mind. Detoxing, a healthy diet, and strenuous fitness training will lead to the clarity of your body. Meditation, breath work, prayer, occasional fasting, Yoga, martial arts - are all important practices on the path to total clarity. If you are interested in doing Soul Retrieval, Spiritual Clearing and Cleansing, or any of the other Shamanic Energy Healing Services I offer, please go here to learn more and to schedule a private session. In January of 2019, I will teach a Spiritual Protection and Psychic Self Development Workshop, in which I will discuss the philosophy, principles and practices of the Spirit Warrior lifestyle. This is an experiential workshop, and everyone will get a chance to practice some of the practices outlined above. I will address the problems and the solutions, the steps to take to implement the solutions, and the methodologies of working with the forces of light. The workshop will be held in Minneapolis, MN as well as via zoom webinar, so you can be anywhere in the world to attend. If you are interested in attending go to the link below for more info. Space is limited so register today. https://psychicselfdefensetraining.com/blog/spiritual-protection-and-psychic-self-defense-workshop-now-also-available-live-via-webinar-from-anywhere-in-the-world  |
