I realized something yesterday. I don’t know why it took me this long to get this message. It’s one of those things, that once you know it, you can’t believe how you didn’t know it for all that time, because it seems so obvious. But of course, it’s only obvious from a certain vantage point, and not until you reach that level of awareness.
Yesterday, I was working out, as I do almost daily, and I was doing some sprints. My sprints were the fastest since I began measuring my time. That was a nice surprise. And it was during this work out that I had a realization.
In the Christian Art there are images of Mary in blue and Mary in red. There are tons of different interpretations of what each color means, some might be correct some might not be. But I want the truth, so I asked long ago the sacred beings themselves to show me the truth of who they are and what these colors represent in my own life. Mary in blue is often depicting the Mother of Christ. Blue representing water, the waters of the womb out of which JC was born.
Mary in red, by some interpretations was seen as Mary Magdalen. The religious authorities called her a prostitute. Implying that red is the color of passion, but a dark, demonic, manipulative kind of passion. While Mary in blue is pure and innocent.
Well, of course, that never sat right with me. It’s well known that corrupt politicians, appropriated religious symbols and texts to expand their own political agendas, and removed enormous amounts of valuable information from what is now the Bible. Books that were on par with other canonical books were removed entirely. Whole passages, edited and changed by scribes to say whatever they wanted them to say. Anything about reincarnation, for example, was removed. Surely Jesus himself wrote a book or two, considering how much he had to say. Why haven’t any of his own writings made it into the cannon of the New Testament? Why is it that only the books that are about him, and even those have conflicting information in some places, made it into the cannon? For a serious student of the sacred scriptures, these are all very interesting questions to research. But probably the most interesting mystery is: what in the world is going on with the women in the Bible? There are all sorts of commentaries and opinions about the explicit texts in the Bible, but there are even more opinions about what is implied and what you gather by reading between the lines.
Many women that I have met over the years, just believed that Mary Magdalen must’ve been a prostitute because so called ‘experts’ said so. But there are other texts that say she was his wife. JC was a Jewish Rabbi (Rabbi means teacher). For those who don’t know, Jewish Law at that time and still today does not permit men to become Rabbis unless, they are married with kids. Because it’s understood that men who who don’t have a family, are not sufficiently mature to serve as a leader in the community. The Catholic idea that JC was a 30 yr old virgin is preposterous. It’s completely unrealistic and untrue to historical facts. So, he was definitely married with kids. Based on some documents about how JC treated MM, its very possible she was his wife. But putting all those speculations aside. I still wanted to know exactly what is the energetic basis of the Mary in red, what is the archetype. If Mary in Blue is ‘The Mother’ - that is a very clear strong positive archetype. I see Mary in Red as an equally strong positive archetype, and certainly not a prostitute. So what then?
And then it hit me. Mary in Red is a Warrior.
I had a dream last summer where I saw a man who looked like Jesus and a woman whom I didn’t recognize fighting together a very large dark force, that was threatening to destroy them. The man and the woman fought side by side. The man had a long sword, and the woman had a short dagger. They moved in total synchrony, like one body, and eventually defeated the dark force, because they were in synchrony with each other, and with the forces of light. After I told a friend of mine who had done Kali Escrima martial arts in the past, about this dream, he said that there is an actual martial arts technique called ‘Espada y Daga’ - Sword and Dagger.
So I wonder if the dream that I had was about the archetypical feminine and masculine when both are in harmony with each other and acting in the Spirit Warrior Way. And the only way to defeat the dark forces that plague humanity is if men and women both practice the Spirit Warrior Medicine Way. What I see a lot of is, people in one camp screaming ‘Patriarchy good, feminism bad.’ And people in the other camp screaming, ‘Matriarchy good, toxic masculinity bad.’ Both are wrong.
Neither men alone, nor women alone can defeat the dark forces on their own. There is a magic that happens, when women and men stand and take action in the Spirit Warrior Way together. I feel very strongly that that is what my dream told me.
If this is true, then my recent realization that Mary in Red is a Spirit Warrior, makes total sense. I also feel like this is the missing piece for a lot of women who are seeking empowerment nowadays. Feminism is not that empowerment. It’s destroying women and families. I feel the true Spirit Warrior Way is very hard for people to reach. Many women latch on to fake imitations, and false empowerment paths that don’t lead to soul fulfillment. I know because I stumbled into very many fake paths on my journey of maturation. And eventually I rejected them all, upon realizing that they are not what they claim to be. Liberalism at this time, is pretty much the opposite of the Spirit Warrior Way. The Spirit Warrior Way is essentially a path/ discipline of self mastery and service to others from the heart. Liberalism is a path of self indulgence, victimhood and dependence on the state. Part of the discipline of The Spirit Warrior Way is an uncompromising seeking after truth. Liberalism says ‘anything goes’, you can make up your own truth. Because people are so out of touch with universal principles and core truths, they are spoon fed lies by the MSM and ‘experts’ and psychopaths in power, and accept these lies totally. Those on the path of liberalism love their oppressors and their oppression, because then they don’t have to be responsible for anything. By contrast, a Spirit Warrior is responsible for everything in their world.
I also think that the image of Our Lady of Sorrows, which represents Mary in Red with seven swords pointing at her heart, is entirely wrong. It should portray the swords pointing outward, away from her heart. Warriors point their weapons out - which means, we use weapons to protect those whom we love, and we guard our own hearts.
If I had the time, I would draw this image with Mary in Red wielding the 7 swords to defeat the dark forces (and winning.) I have transformed that archetype inside myself, and she will never be Lady of Sorrows to me. What she is to me now is the Sword and Dagger Warrior.
Some people might not get what I’m saying. But I think there will be also a lot of people who will see some truth in what I’m saying. I don’t ever presume to know everything. But I feel like I’ve glimpsed so many parts of the truth, and have connected the dots, to see the underlying messages. And if you do see what I’m seeing, your feedback is appreciated.
Finally I’ll add that one meaning of this dream is that family, core family, that is based on one man and one woman forming a sacred union, and it is that sacred union that has been attacked and nearly entirely destroyed in the modern society, the most. If there is a worthy cause that should inspire men and women to put aside their myopic arrogant arguments about who is more powerful, and humbly unite their forces instead, its family. Family is sacred. And if men and women don’t fight for family, then our civilization is truly doomed. I hope that more men and women master the Spirit Warrior Way from whatever angle they can, from whatever philosophy or religion or personal world view they are coming from, and conquer the dark forces that all human beings are facing.
This is an image of the Sword and Dagger set from the Filipino Martial art, Kali Escrima, as taught by Guru Dan Inosanto. What I saw in my dream was very similar.
This is a photo of a demo of people utilizing the Espada y Daga technique.
This is one of my favorite images of Mary in Red. I meditated on this image for many years, until I realized what this image actually is about. This is called the Lady of Sorrows, or the Mother of Sorrows, in traditional Orthodox Christianity.
This quote from Dan Inosanto defines precisely the meaning of the phrase 'Point your Weapons out.'
It’s been a while since my last post. This year has been incredibly busy for me. I’ve been working 7 days a week for many months. My passion for teaching and sharing the wisdom and medicine of the Spirit Warrior Way has grown since then. Although, I have a full day of work today, I wanted to make a few posts of my thoughts, feelings, and messages that have come to me recently, that hopefully will help someone out there who needs to hear it. Know that the Warrior Way is not easy but there is always help.
In February of this year, I was faced with a massive challenge that I'm still resolving. I cannot write about it publicly at this time. In April of this year my brother committed suicide. I am still processing that and had decided to write about it only when I felt like it was the right time to do so. That time is approaching.
About a year ago, a friend of mine who loves fae, did a fae card reading for me, and one of the cards of my future was of a fae climbing a mountain. Of course, Sacred Mountains in mythology and spiritual philosophies have always represented places of meeting with God. Mountains are places where people go to get away from the tumult of the world, people go there to be hermits, to introspect. Mountains are cold and purifying, they allow for greater vision, perspective, clarity.
And so the reading has come true, I'm climbing a very very very tough mountain. It's a spiritual mountain of life challenges. In a way it's a literal mountain. Because the challenges are physical, mental, spiritual, and multi dimensional. One of the challenges is writing my book. There is enormous amount of material that I want to share, and I have to write a lot more, organize it all, edit it, and then publish it, etc. It's a very positive challenge I'm facing. Its a labor of love, and my service to the world. But it is also therapy in a way. Writing is sanity producing.
I'm also continuing my kick boxing, martial arts, fitness training. This is also a very positive challenge and in the full sense of the word martial arts training is therapy. It's a huge challenge to truly master a martial art. It requires enormous amount of time of dedicated practice, resources, commitment.
And the rest of the life challenges I'm dealing with at this time, I think are even greater, and consume all of my time. The higher I climb, the more the people who once started with me, fall away and quit, because the challenges get exponentially harder the more aware you are, and most people can't deal with so much reality. Not me. I plan to win. At any (ethical) cost. Many people expect too many things for free, they want to win but not pay anything for their victory. Socialism is bs. It's a con for the naive. Nothing is free. Everything has a price. And you have to work hard and smart for everything in your life.
The Warrior Way is magical and medicinal only if you are awake. If you are not awake, it is just struggle and suffering.
From the Art of War: Victory is reserved for those who are willing to pay its price.
If you are struggling to overcome challenges ahead of you, if you feel overburdened by life's expectations placed on you, if you feel blocked or held back, or unable to overcome the dark forces in your life, feel free to reach out. If you have considered suicide, please don't do it. Know that there is always a way, and there is always help. Even if it doesn't seem that way, when you are going through a dark night of the soul. Every single person in this world is needed and important. A lot of people who have considered suicide, feel that they cannot contribute to this world because no seems to need their gifts and talents. They cannot unburdain their soul. That the world couldn't care less. I think a part of the problem is that social media has so many insane negative people on it, who hijack and drown out any real conversation, and ability for people to connect, that it makes it very difficult for people who are loving, kind and sensitive to share their gifts on social media platforms. Your special gifts that only you can bring to this world need proper care, loving attention, and guidance. They need the right venue of expression. And there is a need for the strengthening of your inner Warrior, who can brush all that negativity aside and focus on your spiritual goals: your own journey on the sacred mountain.
I've been on this road for a long time, I've survived multiple dark nights of the soul, as all Shamans do, and have overcome many of life's challenges and have helped 100s of other people to do the same. I'm available for private Spiritual Counseling, Coaching, and Energy Healing sessions, by phone, zoom voice or video, or in person. If you need help, reach out to someone. Whether it's me or someone else. Anyone you feel drawn to in your heart, who is genuinely there to help.
In Sacred Service,
The Spiritual War involves everyone at the micro and macro level. If you don't know about it, you are losing. If you think you've won already, you're losing. Its ongoing and constant, it changes form, yet its constant. When done at one level, with one form, you move on to the next level, with new more difficult forms. It doesn't stop, and neither should you. As your intellect becomes more refined and strong, so does your enemies'. If you think you have no enemies, you're losing. If that depresses you, you've lost. The Spiritual War is real and here and now. Everyone should be training constantly, and finding new ways to become more enlightened despite the far less than idea circumstances. No one gets ideal circumstances. Don't be jealous of people you think have it easy or better than you. No one has it easy in reality, everyone has to fight many battles. Focus on your own. Despite the seemingly insurmountable challenges, everyone has many ways in which they can contribute in compassionate ways and be of service to others. The point and magic of the path is to become a truly compassionate, service to others oriented person despite the war. Be creative and inventive about that. The good that you put out into the world comes back to its source, just as the bad. The reward for being a Spirit Warrior is not 'in heaven'; it’s here and now in how you walk your path. The path of the enlightened Spirit Warrior is its own reward. When everyone who used to support you, disappears, or back stabs you, and you are left alone fighting for Truth, then you know you're winning on the path. You're in the 1%. When your old enemies hide from you, or cross the street to avoid having to face you, you're winning. Keep going.
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Some people say that self defense, the Warrior Way, martial arts, etc. its all violent, fear based, and hateful. And they don't want to live in fear and violence. They want peace and they want to spread love! Well thats great. But you can get attacked at any moment. Anyone at any time can inflict violence upon you, and involve you into their war, not because you deserve it, but for their own reasons, of which you may know nothing about. If all you can do is cower in the corner and wait until you get rescued, if you cannot give the attacker a response of equal or greater violence, to defend yourself and yours, than you are not a pacifist, you are weak and pathetic. And that's really all you are, weak and pathetic, and not peaceful. Because you have allowed and enabled violence, with your inaction. Because you didn't think through very deeply the implications of not having self defense, in the situations that could realistically arise, you and yours could get seriously harmed, again and again. Until you learn the lesson and become the type of person who CAN inflict massive damage, who is skilled at violence, and can wield it masterfully, if absolutely needed. But chooses to treat others with love, compassion, and respect, because that is the heart based way to live, that is the right thing to do. If you have cultivated great power, and you have the freedom to do anything at all with it, and you choose to create peace with it, then you can honestly say you are choosing peace. If you are a harmless weakling who has no choice but to not fight, because you know you'll get crushed, thats not you choosing peace. Thats you having no choice but to stay out of the way of things you know you can't handle.
On social media, I often bring your attention to stories of corruption, abuse, satanism, and activities of the dark forces, not to revel in the darkness. There is a way to not become black pilled/ overwhelmed with the darkness, as you are looking at so much ugly and depressing material. And instead to become an even stronger more grounded Spirit Warrior.
I do all sorts of spiritual processes, every day - prayers, meditation, shamanic healing work, physical fitness, martial arts, my own inner healing work, dream work, etc, etc to transform my inner darkness into light, and whatever part of the darkness in the world I'm called to transform that day. And you all should be doing your spiritual work too. Thats on each person's conscience to do their own spiritual work.
The Love and Light cult will tell you that looking at those things is negative. That it will make you have more of them in your life. That is a terrible lie. It is like a paralyzing poison of a snake that spreads through your being and makes you numb to the suffering of others, and your own. It puts you to sleep and makes you dream a pleasant dream... and then you get eaten by the said snake.
Don't go that way, my friends. Don't become prey to the 'Father of Lies.'
Honestly, clearly and soberly seeing an ugly reality is an act of beauty, truth, love and light; It's an act of compassion. Its also an act of spiritual maturity to stay balanced and connected to your Higher Power and your love for humanity, in the face of evil and darkness, and to act in strength to change those evils. Revealing deep seated wounds, that were hidden before, is an act of healing and cleansing. Learning to accept reality as it is, not as you wish it were, is an act of spiritual maturing. Compassion is the highest emotion a human being can feel. It's greater than empathy, greater than truth, and greater than love. It's all those combined and more. Being able to experience compassion is truly a divine state of being, for a human. To experience compassion is to transform darkness into light, within yourself. It's the ultimate healing act, that brings all polarities into oneness of infinite consciousness. All miracles are possible when you are connected to that infinite consciousness.
To then act out of compassion and that healed state, through righteous actions in the world, is to bring that light and healing to a dark wounded world. The only way to truly have less of those negative things in the world, is to do something about them! You MUST take action. Internally, then externally.
This is the humble yet powerful way that all the Masters have gone. It's a very narrow path. You may not see it at all, amidst the chaos and insanity of the world. However, your heart knows the way.
Spend some time each day consciously connecting to your Higher Power. Sit in silent meditation, in front of a candle, and listen to the guidance of your Higher Power speak through your soul and heart. The flame will help to purify and cleanse away toxic energies, which block your connection to God/ Source. Then follow through with carrying out your mission as a Spirit Warrior in service to humanity, based on the received wisdom and guidance.
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Psychic Self Defense is not a fear based practice. Spirit Warriors are lovers who got wise with experience.
I get tired of hearing people say that self defense practices are fear based. Or that defending the self in any way, or wanting protection is fear based.
What I find consistently is that people whose minds are co-opted in some significant way talk like that.
This is the same rhetoric that the globalist liberal npc’s use that has destroyed our society, family, communities, and traditions. It’s the same rhetoric that the Love and Light cult uses to make people impotent to solve any real world problems, to make people into sleepers who are having a pleasant dream. It goes right hand in hand with war on intelligence, the mind, critical thinking, ‘toxic masculinity’, and masculinity in general. There is an agenda to suppress the divine masculine. As well as to annihilate the divine feminine by its own power, but I’ll leave that topic for another article.
Why do you wear clothes when it’s cold? Is that fear based? No it’s just prudent and intelligent, because it’s cold outside. You’re not having a panic attack when you are putting on your coat. You are taking care of yourself, by protecting your body from the cold. The cold isn’t trying to kill you. It just is. Though it could kill you if you go outside naked. And so your putting on a coat is just an intelligent act of self preservation. Period.
There are real bad and dangerous people, entities, and energies in the world. Some of them have an intent to kill, some are vampiric and simply feed on anything available, and some are self generated/ self provoked. Self defense against these low lives, attackers, and demonic entities is an act of self love and self preservation. And if you are protecting others, then it’s an act of love and care towards those others.
Enlightenment is a path that people typically get on, only after experiencing enormous suffering. But we would not say that enlightenment is suffering based. Enlightenment ultimately is based on the expansion of consciousness. But it starts with suffering.
So although it’s true that those who have experienced fear and attack, are guided to self defense practices, it does not mean that self defense practices and martial arts are fear based. People are guided to them, precisely because they want a healthy, mature, love and wisdom based way to deal with their fear and with these real dangerous situations.
Simply to go and kill whoever attacked you, to get revenge, is a wound based and fear based thing to do. A spiritual and positive form of self defense is rooted in strength of character and love, and has nothing to do with revenge, getting even, or bullying. The opposite is true. It stops the bullying.
The two are completely different paths. People have to understand the difference. You have to learn to discern different types of Warriors. The difference is literally like night and day.
In Star Wars, which is a documentary not fiction, there are Jedis (Light Warriors) and Siths (Dark Warriors). Their agendas are diametrically opposite. Don’t throw everyone into the same pile and call the Warrior Way, or martial arts, or self defense practices ‘toxic’ and ‘fear based’. You are killing ancient traditions by doing so, and you and yours will be the ones who will suffer as a result.
I actually believe that that kind of rhetoric is a manipulation from the dark side, to make people vulnerable to subversion, manipulation, attack, and take over. If you believe that all self defense practices are fear based, you are a fool. And anyone who believes that there are no dangers in the real world, that we are all one, and everything is love and light and kumbaya, is a fool. The more fools like that that I encounter, the more I commit myself to the Warrior path. Because in our society too many people are complacent and think the gov or someone else will take care of problems when the SHTF. They are too soft and don’t know how to handle the difficult facts of reality, incapable of even seeing them clearly.
I would not be able to rely on these fools in a challenging situation or a crisis. They are incapable of thinking critically. They are full of lofty theories and rhetoric, but when the SHTF, they do what everyone else does. Run away from the problem! Leave it to someone else to deal with. They'll blame the victim, and expertly come up with a million excuses not to take righteous action. I’ve been through this with these types of people time and time again and I understand well how they think. Thats why I call these people ‘BS artists.’ I have an argument for every excuse they give me to not act.
I train even harder, acquire more knowledge and weapons, and develop more strategies, every time I hear someone utter those immature unwise ideas. I know one person I can depend on no matter what - me.
People who are not in the spiritual communities, have no idea how many people there are in these communities who see any form of ‘defense’ as fear based, unevolved, backwards. They’ve been indoctrinated into a false idea of ‘oneness’. And they see any form of self defense, as a block to that oneness. But it's not true oneness. It’s a false and forced oneness. What they are really saying is that the self, and independent thought, is a block to Communism. And it is. Thank God it is! Their communistic fascistic form of oneness in fact creates chaos and isolation. And what do we have in our society? An epidemic of isolation and loneliness. Look around carefully. We are very far from a love and light oneness utopia.
But this is something that has to be explained. There is an organic oneness that exists in the universe. Everything is energy, and everything is connected with energy. There have been scientific experiments done that prove that. All things emanate from the one infinite creator. And that idea is beautiful and when people experience that type of very high frequency of oneness, they don’t want to leave, and come back down to this reality. People who have had NDEs, and have been to the ‘other side’, have had amazing experiences of love and peace, and connection with divine beings as well as feeling that they are connected to All that Is. I have had NDE’s and have had those experiences. I also have had them in mediation and prayer, and spontaneously. We don’t need to die to feel those things, they are available to us all the time, if we tune in.
However, on this physical relatively low level of consciousness on which the vast majority of human beings reside on this planet, we are separate beings, with separate consciousnesses, separate minds, separate lives and decisions to make. There is choice and free will. And some people choose to follow the path of light, and some the path of darkness, and some are grey/ have not yet chosen a side.
Typically people on the path of light, are very loving sensitive people, who detest violence. They want only to help and not to harm. I totally get that, and these are righteous and healthy intentions. But then what happens is that those who are on the dark path, easily make victims of these sensitive, loving people. Subjugate and abuse them. Manipulate and indoctrinate them into false ideologies that divert them away from their spiritual development. The love and light oriented people often hate violent confrontations and conflicts, so they are not prepared for them, when they happen, and they appease, give in, and succumb. Although this shouldn’t happen, in our reality this is the NORM. Not an exception to the rule.
Simultaneously, there is a very heavy deep state agenda to indoctrinate people into a false idea of oneness, that is like 1984. Where everyone is genderless, homogenous, mind-less, self-less, love-less, identity-less, defense-less, purpose-less. That is the false oneness that the dark side has in mind for the human population. It is Godless. And many people have fallen for it to some degree. That is the agenda that tells people that ‘resistance is futile’. And self defense is bad. Warriors are bad. Masculinity is toxic. Don’t struggle. Just allow everything. Say yes to everything. Only focus on the light, and never look at the dark. Pursue only pleasure and avoid pain.
This is a satanic hedonistic ideology masquerading as a path to empowerment and enlightenment. It's a mind virus, that kills slowly. That false ideology is what’s toxic! People need to wake up from the false indoctrination and seek the true God. Only in that relationship with the true divinity, will you experience real oneness, and real love and light. And the mission of a Spirit Warrior is then to bring it into the darkness!
My experiences with divinity have always guided me to follow just one calling - The Spirit Warrior Medicine Way. In essence, it's a heart centered way to transform reality from dark to light. I believe that’s what God wants of me, and I believe everyone needs to cultivate their inner Warrior if they are to progress on their path to Enlightenment. Perhaps it’s only a step in the evolution. But that it’s a critical curriculum that we must master as a human race at this time, is very obvious to me.
Jesus said, ‘Be innocent as doves. And wise as serpents.’ And this is why those who are on the path of light, MUST practice the Spirit Warrior Way. Learn Spiritual and physical self defense. And learn to do it form love and wisdom, not from desire for revenge or hate. Watch Star Wars to get that lesson. It’s a good lesson.
Sooner or later, everyone will learn this lesson - that you are here to be a Spirit Warrior. A Warrior’s mission is to transform darkness into light, in any situation, any culture, any time period. Bullies must be humbled. Demons transformed into Angels. The shadow into the elixir of living water. Our fears into our strengths. Our wounds into our wisdom. Our anger into our passion. Our chaos into our peace. What was broken must be healed and made whole. And void must be filled with divine consciousness. Lotuses must grow out of the mud.
Only YOU as Spirit Warrior can do this. It’s the most important mission on Earth. I hope you answer the call.
I'm a Spiritual Counselor, Shamanic Energy Healer, Past Life Regression Therapist, and teacher of the Spiritual Protection and Psychic Self Defense Workshop. If I can help you on your journey of healing and personal empowerment and transformation, contact me.
If you are transforming darkness into light, you are literally creating love. If you're not bringing light to the darkness in some way with your being, whatever love you think you got is only an illusion. ~ Arriale Starbird
A few days ago, I heard the voice of God in my soul tell me, 'You are in good hands.' I had no idea what this was referring to. So I was contemplating this message since then. And today I saw this image, and got my answer. This is beautiful. ❤️🙏🔥🥊 ⚔️🛡
I was guided this Holiday season to focus on writing my book, and not see relatives or people in general. I need solitude and total silence to do my writing, and I finally have the space to do that.
However, I was still guided to call my mother, which I didn’t really want to do, but I went ahead and did it because its Christmas, and I know she would be sad if I didn’t call her.
She’s a professor at a college, where she says the situation is so extremely toxic, that the VP is Satan himself. She said he’s so evil, she can’t be in the same room with him. He makes her sick. The college was apparently selling diplomas and got caught a few yrs ago, and there was a big investigation. She wasn’t part of that; she is just a professor trying to do her job. But the amount of corruption and chaos there is enormous, which she says is highly draining for her.
Every now and then she asks me to do an intuitive reading for her about what she should do, and every time my Guides give her the same answer, ‘Its not a good place for you. Leave and write books instead. Be financially independent. If you want to teach, teach at small organizations that follow spiritually positive principles. Or teach independently.’ She agrees. There are a lot of things she wants to write about, and has wanted to write for at least 30 yrs. Yet, she stays and works for Satan, and doesn’t pursue her dreams. She complains about how satanic most of the administration is, how difficult it is to teach in that kind of environment, how stressful it is to deal with these horrible people, how she doesn’t have time for anything else in her life, because she works 60+ hrs/wk. (She’s a workaholic.) Yet she stays. She totally agrees, that what I get with my intuition from my Guides is THE truth, not just my opinion. Still she doesn’t act righteously in pursuit of that truth. Instead she stays in the familiar toxic satanic environment. She even told me that she feels like she’s making a deal with Satan by working there. And I agreed, and told her that she will lose some part of her soul, and has lost already, as a result of that deal. She agreed that that is happening. She the added, ‘I’m staying because of greed…’
Then she asked me why I don’t come to visit. LMAO…. She doesn’t realize how insane the question sounds, given the context. Insanity is normal to her. She knows she’s in a cult, she knows its evil, that it’s killing her by robbing her of her soul, health, and life vitality, that she stays only because of money, but that toxic environment has become her comfort zone, in the last 20 yrs that she has worked there. Yet, its not obvious to her why I want no part of that. It’s just like a drug addiction, except worse, because society supports and agrees with that kind of lifestyle; instead of all these people realizing that it’s a terrible addiction, and helping each other to recover, and building a system that is good for our souls. This insane rat race and chase after money in exchange for your soul is what is called normal and responsible and adult in our society.
I understand needing money, because everyone has to pay rent, food, etc to survive. But there are many ways to make money. Some people walk out of cults, with nothing. They leave belongings, savings, connections, friends, houses, cars, everything behind, and start all over. Sometimes they are pursued and they have to really fight for their life and freedom. But no physical person is going to pursue my mother, I’m sure. She stays willingly. Satan will pursue her everywhere however, because she’s made so many deals already. She would have to do a lot of inner work to break all those contracts, before she can really start over, and truly be free. It’s all doable, however. Many people have done it in the past and successfully broke free of very toxic situations.
Inner work is critical to overcome internal darkness. Unfortunately, she has shunned inner work as something beneath her. She has never done it. I’ve given her some self help books and she has never read them. She thought that getting a PhD would protect her in a satanic environment and was surprised to find out that it doesn’t. No, no amount of medals or paper or achievements acquired on a human level can protect a human being from evil. Only God’s Love, Truth and Light can protect a soul from the dark forces.
She can walk out. She knows that it will be hard to survive at first, but doable. I have done it. Despite the constant challenges, I keep following my Higher Spiritual Guidance in how I build my life, and I don’t make deals with any Satans, on my path. Freedom is something you have to be willing to fight to the death for. Only then you truly gain your life, and free yourself from spiritual slavery. This is the difference between those who manage to leave a cult and build their own life, and those who are never able to leave. A Spiritual Warrior is willing to fight and die for freedom. By forfeiting your life for that greater cause, you actually gain your life. Cowards think that deals with Satan can give them protection and benefits, but in the end they lose themselves.
I have been on a path of freedom and self mastery for a long time. She has been watching me do it for a long time. But she has never acknowledged any of my victories on the path of self emancipation, on the path of entrepreneurship, on the path of self healing, self growth. All of that means nothing to her, because she’s a narcissist. She doesn’t value my divine expression. Neither does my father. The only time she valued my accomplishments is when I was a fulfillment of her dream, living vicariously through me, because she herself is too chicken to manifest her own dreams. When I lived her dream for her, she could parade me around to other satanists, and say ‘Look what a great mother I am.’ Thankfully, I had a spiritual re-awakening around 2001 and exited that drama, and relentlessly pursued truth. I was on the Spirit Warrior path before I even knew that that’s what it was. I simply followed my intuition, I followed God’s light, and it led me out of bondage and into freedom. I found the right teachers and healers who aided me, and paid them myself. I had to figure everything out on my own, and I did. Because God and the Angels have my back.
The fact that my biological family never understood my path, never supported it, never acknowledged it, ended up strengthening me on my spiritual path. I never have to seek their approval, support or opinion. It forced me to find creative ways to accomplish my goals, and to always think for myself. And that is the hallmark of a Spirit Warrior. A Spirit Warrior makes a way, where no one else sees a way.
So then she wanted to know why I don’t call them, why I’ve moved far away from them, and don’t come to visit. No matter how many times I tell her, it doesn’t sink in. She refuses to understand that she herself is an agent of the cult, until she cleans herself up. She thinks the cult is bad, but she’s different! She’s very good. Narcissism, arrogance, delusion. No, it doesn’t work like that. If you’re part of that stew, and you agree to participate, and you make deals with Satan, you are a pawn of Satan. You’re the puppet and he’s the hand that can make you do anything. Doesn’t matter if you have some light in you. That light clearly isn’t enough to stop whatever Satan will get you to do. You are toxic, dangerous, and demonic once you make deals with Satan. I’ve tried to explain this to her, many times. And she seems to understand and even agree, at times, that it’s affecting her badly. But she still stays, gets her pay check and shuts up. Hell is her comfort zone.
The sad reality is that she is simply like many other millions of people around the world, who all make deals with a Satan for a paycheck. Cults are the norm in our society. People just don’t realize that that is the term to accurately describe the prevalent system of life - Satanic cult. If you stay in a job that you know is destroying your soul, for a paycheck, make no mistake about it - you are making a deal with the dark side.
When she was young, my mother has had enormous amount of creative talent, her own intuitive abilities, and even healing abilities. She used to have photographic memory, could memorize whole books, and speak them verbatim. She used to write poetry, sing, play several musical instruments (she taught herself how to play several), sew really beautiful clothes, and she used to act. But because she has never pursued her real dreams and never developed her spiritual gifts, she has lost them. Though my Guides told me, it’s not too late, she can still re-awaken them, and write and bring value to the world. I’m 98% certain she will never do it, however. Unfortunately, she is a narcissist and a back stabber. She would rather destroy the good that someone else is building, or at least curse it, because she’s jealous, rather than build her own dreams. I hope she can change.
Lesson to the reader: Do not ever be like my mother. Do not betray your soul, for a paycheck or any material gain. Do not be a satanist. Do not be a cog in a wheel. Do not be a narcissist, a back stabber, a gossip, or a saboteur of your own creative potential.
God is a much better way to go! With God’s help you can fulfill your soul’s dream and fulfill your creative potential. You don’t need anything from the dark side to make that happen. I’ve been saying this to my clients for so many years, who think that a little short cut here, a little compromise there, is not a big deal. These little compromises end up opening little doors to dark forces, who then open that door wider and wider, until they move into your life and exert more and more control over your life. Don’t compromise your integrity ever, not even a tiny bit.
And that is why I practice and teach Spirit Warrior Medicine. In January 19-20, I will teach a Shamanic Energy Healing Workshop and Webinar focusing on Spiritual Protection and Psychic Self Defense.
I’ve had the privilege to work with a wonderful mentor for many yrs, a man of honor and integrity, who walked that better way with me, and helped me to live my divine purpose, was an example of a Spirit Warrior, who lives in service to God/Creator/Source, and in service to humanity, and helps others to do the same.
If you are serious about being a person of honor, integrity, and truth,
If you want to be able to hear and see your own higher guidance clearly,
If you want to learn how to discern true light from false light,
If you want to learn how to work with the Archangels and other positive divine beings,
To strengthen yourself and others on their path to enlightenment,
Then you must learn how to keep your life clear of dark force attachments and protect yourself from getting attachments in the future.
You must learn how to manage your personal power, your energy, your soul and mind, so that you have strong boundaries, that can withstand inevitable attacks and manipulations from the dark forces, but not succumb to them.
And instead to be strengthened and bettered every time you have to face the dark forces.
More than 70% of people have several dark force attachments that they are unaware of. Don’t be in that 70%. Learn to clear and heal yourself, and to protect yourself, so you may have true spiritual freedom from any interference from the dark forces.
This is what you will learn in the workshop I will teach in January.
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I’ve also written several blog articles discussing further what I will teach in the workshop. See them here:
Article in Essential Wellness Magazine - The Spirit Warrior's work is to transform darkness into light
Check out my article in Essential Wellness Magazine!
The Spirit Warrior's work is to transform darkness into light 💜🔥🙏
Arriale Starbird is a Spiritual Counselor, Shamanic Energy Healer, Reiki Master, Past Life Regression Therapist, Teacher and Mentor. To schedule a private session or register for the program, please contact us.